 Tuesday, July 30, 2002
Wow ... it's been a really long time since I've posted back in here. Nothing much to say I guess. But, life sucks ... as it always does. It's wonderful to have friends who would turn on you in a moment. It's such a wonderful feeling. Like this person. Screw the 'she shall remain nameless'. Her name is Danielle Snow. We stopped speaking for about three months. Then we made up, and I thought everything was fine. Then, I get the following email.
Well, guess what? I saw you in NYC-coming out of Aida. and Immediatly I hid. Its like you follow us around or something. You were there with mummy and daddy were you? Thats weird.
Wouldnt let you go there alone would they? aww, would their baby get hurt in the big city alone? poor thing...
Its a shame you rely on them so much. I'd love to be there in college where people won't put up with your snobbish attitude and you'll get exactly what you deserve-to be punched by someone who can't take you. I'd love to do it but hopefully I'll never see you again.
Unless you're in NYC when I go there again by myself-without my parents to protect me.
Well-I guess I'll see you around. I just had to tell you what people think about your ways. Hope you'll change before you make too many enemies out there in the real world.
Wonderful, isn't it? Nice to know your friends are the ones you can really count on.
And then there are those, you think you may have a chance with someone who is a lot like you, and they start looking to someone else. And you don't even have a chance with them at all. It's almost like you're invisible.
I'd like to be noticed once. Just to feel like someone sees me as more than just a friend. Just once.
But, enough about my depressing life ... hopefully the days will get better. Thank God for College.
Hmmm ... an interesting thought. What if I actually found the right guy? *gasp* Now THAT would be a miracle. But, I'd never take advantage of him ... and I'd never let a day go by without my telling him how much he means to me.
The Perfect date? It would be perfect as long as we both were together. We could be doing anything: from dinner and a movie, to going to a classical concert, to Go-Kart-Riding. As long as I was with him, it would be perfect.
Yeah, I'm a sappy romantic, arent' I? But, it's what I hope for, and hopefully he's out there somewhere.
~ Lia ~
OOh ... time for quizes!
 Which Breakfast Clubber Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty
 What's Your Sexual MO? Find out @ She's Crafty
 Which Action Star Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty
What's Your Style? Find out @ She's Crafty
posted by Lia at 1:45 AM
Tuesday, May 28, 2002
I can't believe it! *hops around like a bunny on too much coffee with Bailey's Irish Creme* On thursday I will have graduated from High School. Today was my last official day of High School. Awards ceremony ... and I'm done!
Today has been one of those up and down days. First ... I found out that I got promoted on CP! I am now the Director of Senshi Resources! Hehe ... a position of power! *cackles* I love how people have so much faith in me. You guys on CP who are reading this are the greatest and I don't know what I'd do without you.
Now for the down part of my day. Why are men so hard to understand? I cannot read a certain person at all. He tells me he will go to prom ... even though he has a girlfried. Then, he can't go because the girlfriend won't let him. Time passes. It's odd ... we get along so well. Like two peas in a pod ... we have so much in common. He gave me coffee on Sunday night at rehearsal. He let me have a sip ... then every time he took a drink, I stuck out my hand, and he let me steal a sip. (Then again, the G/F wasn't there >.< ) Then tonight. At intermission, he steals a sip of my pop. Then, afterwards, I was saying goodbye and telling him to have a great opening night (since I'm missing it for graduation) and he gives me this huge, long hug. And not one of those hugs that's typical of guys ... the patting of the back ... he almost held me for a moment in this big hug. Then I gave him a hug as I was leaving ... and he almost wouldn't let me go. GRRRR!! And now the G/F is back ... and I don't know what to do! I wish I could get inside his head for about five minutes and find out how he truely felt about me.
So, that's it for my rant. Jekyll & Hyde opens in two days and the show is looking really good. Shawn is doing an amazing job as Jekyll. I'm so amazed at how far everyone in the cast has come in just a week with the orchestra. The magic of musical theatre.
I'm outta here. Love yas all!
~ Lia ~
The Goddess
And now a couple quizzes. Feeling generous today ...
Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By  Growing.
Take the What Will Your Result To This Quiz Be? Quiz
by napoleonherself, if you are so inclined.
Jed ... I stand corrected. I WASN'T harley Barbie ...
posted by Lia at 11:09 PM
Friday, May 24, 2002
I can't belive it. I just can't believe it. As I sit here and type this, I'm in my last day of High School EVER!!!!! It's hard to imagine that four years have gone by so fast. It seems like yesterday I was entering school as a lowly frosh. Now, I'm a senior and graduating in less than a week. It's rather amazing.
Other than that, not much is going on. We had our final concert in orchestra last night ... 2 hours of non-stop playing of Richard Rodgers. Then, once that was over ... I went down to the Playhouse for Jekyll & Hyde rehearsal. It's safe to say that I am absolutely exhausted at the present.
Well ... I probably should get back to that thing called ... school. *ugh* Just have to get through this day. One more day ... one more day ...
* hugs minna *
~ Lia ~
Survey of the Day:
 If I lived in Middle-Earth, it would be in: Lothlorien or Rivendell You prefer the tranquilty and peacefulness of nature and enjoy the milder seasons of the year. While you know it is necessary to keep in contact with other living beings, most of the time you enjoy the seclusion of an aesthetically pleasing, woodland environment. |
posted by Lia at 9:16 AM
Tuesday, May 21, 2002
Whew! After 20 hours of work, the overture is finally completed! What a relief. Now, all that's left is just to finish adding in articulations and all that jazz. What scared me is when I went to rehearsal tonite. Andrew (the music director) started saying that we may not do the overture after all. I nearly killed him. But, we played it through (even though it sounded like shit!) and David (the director) liked it. So, thankfully, it's staying. Goddess ... if they would have decided not to use it, someone was going to die.
And ... I have been so stressed out. You'd think that being a senior with only 3 days left of school ... life would be easy. Guess again! This damn english paper nearly killed me! *sigh* But, I am done (finally) and life is good. That should be it for papers ... finals ... and all the rest of that junk. Next up ... COLLEGE!! ^.^ (Can you tell I'm excited?)
* hugs everyone *
~ Lia ~
The survey of the day:
Which Greppie Are You?
Created by Kley!
posted by Lia at 11:38 PM
Sunday, May 19, 2002
*sigh* This has been a really shitty day. Started out good. This morning ... (and when I say morning, I mean morning. We're talking about 1 am) I got a chance to talk to two of my really good friends. The rekindling of a friendship is always a really good thing! ^.^
Then, the actual morning went rather well. Got to talk to a few more people. Continued the work on the overture for Jekyll & Hyde . Yes, I said working on the overture. We didn't get one, so the managing director decided to order us one. Never mind the fact that he ordered a BAND ARRANGEMENT! They thought they could give the strings miscelaneous wind parts. No. That doesn't happen. So, I've been rewriting the parts for strings. 14 hours later ... and I still have two more songs to do. Yet, I'm not complaining. It's rather fun! ^.^
The problem came tonight. The "Circle of Mercy Banquet for Arts & Athletics". I can sum up the entire evening in one sentance. The same people got all the awards! I worked my ass off in that theatre department and get absolutely no recognition. Granted, I do what I do for the love of the theatre. I don't care about the pat on the back. However, it is nice to hear that you've done a good job. Given an award for excelling in the arts. *sigh* Life is not fair. The hardest part was that my parents won an award. Everyone came and congratualted them ... but totally ignored me. *sigh* The one chance Lia gets ... she gets screwed. I don't mean to sound bitter, but I kinda am. It's hard to see 4 years of hard work go down the toilet. But, c'est la vie ... life goes on.
And ... a note of thanks. Chris *big hugs* Thanks so much sweetie! I love ya ... and same to you Jed! Thanks for getting me hooked up with him to fix the template.
* Hugs to Everyone!*
~ Lia ~
For the time being, while I have them, I'll post a quiz thingy at the bottom of this. Those ... who are you quizes. Take them! They're fun ... when you're really bored or suffer from insomnia ...
Which Sailor Scout are you?
posted by Lia at 9:42 PM
Saturday, May 18, 2002
Wow ... my first time using a blog. Never used one before ... so here goes. There really hasn't been much going on, I've just been really busy. *shrugs* That's it for now ... in the future, I'll definitely post more!
~ Lia ~
posted by Lia at 8:21 PM
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